Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Unlucky Day!!
4:41 PM
It's 4am in the morning and i'm still f**king awake so here i am to update!!
29/10/2007 Mon
Whoo...had my first peer teaching today, did my research on Quality Control & Quality Assurance and presented it to my fellow lamies in class. Hope i did ok and all my lamies understood my Ang Mo Ping Pong Piang...Lolx.
After school, went down to work with Melvin (Cow) and guess what, i nearly had a accident. This damn bastard driving a van tried to cut into my lane on the extreme right out of a sudden and i freakin horn him upside down. Guess what, he did'nt gived a damn and came right into my path, i almost hit the kerb....can't even imagine what happens if i lost control of my bike. Fuck all bastards who don't even signal before changing lane like him and please don't try to intimidate me, i'll hit the living hell out of you if im not late for work oredi!
Makes me wonder how come people don't spare a thought about other's safety...it's 2 lives you are putting in danger. My safety is not of utmost importance but im reponsible if Cow is hurt and how do i answer to his family and loved ones. Such selfish and unresponsible act, so don't blame me for cursing your whole damn bloody family because you deserved it.
I feel so empty inside me right now.....i thought fate brought you to me but maybe i could'nt give you enough to make you mine. At this cross road, you are just a passer-by i missed!! Letting go is not what i want but it's the only choice i have!
K>O>R>T
Friday, October 26, 2007
HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!
2:37 AM
1 year went past at a blink of my eyes
and i can still remember the first day that i met you.
Got my eyes on you but slowly without me realising it,
my heart and mind was all taken up by you.
The way you smile brightens up my day,
just looking at you from afar makes me happy.
I would like to be the 1 to make you smile
and have you right before my eyes,
but it's ok somethings can't be forced.
I just wish that you can be happy
and that's all i need to know.
K>O>R>T
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Weekly Update!!
6:31 AM
22/10/2007 Mon
School reopened today....so nice to see all my classmates again. They are still the same funny lame peeps and time to buy new notes and txtbook, Oh No my pocket getting empty again. Had lecture in the morning, followed by tut by Mr Kok CK. He happily spoiled our first day of school by handing us our first assignment and research project. Oh My Tian!! After school, headed down to work as usual with Melvin.
23/10/2007 TuesOh My Tian again today as i had lab at 10am and i woke up at 10.45am when Melvin called me. Realised that i could'nt make it in time so i just went back to my sweet dreamz. Hahaha this is just me, Heck Care Attitude!! Woke up at 4 to prepare for work, went to meet Melvin, Jack, Kar Chun and Bertram at Serangoon before heading down to Little India.
24/10/2007 WedCounting down and still counting.............2 more days to my birthday. Today had my first CDS tut....FRENCH. Bon Jour!!! The language is so interesting and fun to learn although its abit hard to adept to the pronouncation at the beginning. Let's start by introducing myself in French, Bonsoir, Je m'appelle Kai Xiang.......Je suis Singapourienne, Enchante. (English: Hello, my name is Kai Xiang.....i am Singaporean, Nice to meet you. Ta Dah.....there's how it goes!!
After classes, waited for Melvin to head down for work again. That's all my programme everyday for these week.
25/10/2007 Thurs
Organisation Communication in the morning tut, and i instancely got bored of the module after 2 hrs of talks about meetings and minutes. Holy shit...Thurs gonna be the boredest day of the week.
After school went to Ngee Ann Poly with Melvin to meet up with Shelly and Qingwei. As usual we have to be the street directory for Mr Chua QW again as he still can't remember the way to Nayang Poly. Qingwei....pls try harder plsssss, i think u're not even using 1% of ur brain cells to remember the directions man. Maybe you should jus get a Nokia Navigator lar.
Had our dinner at AMK Hub once again before heading to work. Little Mouse, pls don't give us such a big surprise next time! I don't know what happened....but no worries ok...i will buy you shit to make you happy ok. Lolx!!
After work...meet up with Dar, Gouxiang, Yinghui, Johnny and Webster for slacking at GrapeVine!! Whooo...long time since i visited the place and i miss their Oreo Frappe. The clock strikes 0000am and it's my B'Dae....Thanks guys for spending my 24th B'Dae with me.
Lastly, received a few well-wishes from friends and peeps but finally i received the msg that i have been waiting for. Guess what, altho it's just a simple msg...i'm still glad and happy. If you could see this post...hope you still remember what my B'dae wish is even if it's impossible anymore. I guess that's all for this year.....all will be a new start after Fri. Tk care all my peeps!
K>O>R>T
Sunday, October 21, 2007
10:33 AM
21/10/2007 Sunday
This song has been streaming into my mind & heart ever since i heard it on the web. The lyrics clearly illustrates my feelings & situation rite now.歌手：阿杜 专辑：撒野
差一点你就是我的女人, 差一些手牵手的完整,
却在对的时间错过对的人, 抓不住幸福时分,
遇上了错的人渐渐的吻在她无心的嘴唇,
感觉像一个旅程走完了就分,
错过了对的人, 决定就只在那一秒那一分,
爱情的岔口,你是我等不到的路人,
差一点你就是我的女人, 差一些就和你共度一生,
因为对的时间对的人, 就值得我为你奋不顾身,
差一点你就是我的女人, 差一些手牵手的完整,
却在对的时间错过对的人, 抓不住幸福时分,
错过了对的人, 决定就只在那一秒那一分,
如果没缘分, 我也会固执的为你一人,
差一点你就是我的女人, 差一些就和你共度一生,
因为对的时间对的人, 就值得我为你奋不顾身,
差一点你就是我的女人, 差一些手牵手的完整,
却在对的时间错过对的人, 抓不住幸福时分.
It's hard to express my sorrow & dissapointment at the "almost" relationship. Altho you try to let it go, but the regrets continue haunting you, askin why you did'nt grab the chance & try hard enough. Blame it on urself for bringing hurt & pain to her and no matter what, you can't make it up anymore!!
Sunday was a exciting day for me & Rendezvous Football Club (RFC). We are officially participating in the Island Wide Football League and we kickoff our 1st match against Middle Ranger. Kah...Boom, we trashed them 5-0 to send out a warning message to the other teams , showing that the only Chinese team in the league is not there for their taking. We clearly showed that not only Malays can play football, we can play just as well if not better than them. Confidence is sky high rite now....but we must not be complacent and just continue working hard to win the league and gain promotion to Div 3 ya... Rockzzz On Rendezvous!!
School REOPENS tomorrow le.....Yay. Finally i can get back to school le, kind of miss my classmates & our lect hall. 2nd semester of my 2nd year, i need to work harder and not slag too much. My GPA needs some pulling up tho, no more late nights and drinking excessively anymore. Back to my studies..Dude!!
K>O>R>T
Thursday, October 18, 2007
10:40 AM
18/10/2007 ThursdayI almost fainted when i received this freaking time-table!! Let's have a look at it.
Basically, Mon lesson starts from 1pm-6pm.
Tues lesson starts from 10am-6pm. (HOLY FREAKIN
Wed lesson starts from 9am-7pm. SHIT MAN. Som1 kill me pls)
Thurs & Fri starts from 9am-1pm.
What can i say, i'm gonna be died with this hectic schedule & work after school. But at least i'm better off than Melubin Heng Wei Guang. Melvin, 3 semesters of waiting for CDS.....u are damn unlucky man.
Work today was as usual, boring & tiring. Thanks to Qingwei, we got to express our artistic talent by drawing hennai art on our hands. Shelly & Qingwei happily got Mel, Little Mouse & Me as their guinea pigs.
Hmm...not bad for a Hennai Noobie!!
That's all for now peeps....shall update more when i have the extra free time.
K>O>R>T
Monday, October 15, 2007
Work!!
12:59 PM
Todae was work at Depavali Bazzar again.....was late for 15mins but luckily tht black ass was not there, if not im gonna be in deep shit once again. Not much sales, thus onli 40 odd card sold. While slackin, i reflected on my behaviour at Zamen Centre on Sunday....realised tht i was maybe too harsh & did'nt take into consideration e feelings of Bayas' & Nehs. I shouted & even cursed at them when i shd understand tht they are anxious abt their SIM card & worried tht their WP might be lost. Thanks Xiang-er for enlightening me!!
I could'nt give myself a acceptable explaination to my outburst....maybe i just not good at controlling my feelings & let my frustration got over me!! I have to accept e truth & try to let go of sm things, holding back causes myself & e other party more pain & sufferings.
First time meeting Qingwei's sister todae, she is soo...cute & hyper active which brought so much joy & fun to our boring booth!! I'm given e nick( Giraffe) by her...cos she thinks i look like 1Pic of me drawn by Qingling
K>O>R>T~~
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Welcome To My World!!
3:33 PM
Special thanks & appreciation to Eunice, for e creation of my blog. My personal space to voice out & share my joys, concerns, happiness, sadness, frustrations & watever i don show in reality. If only all e bad stuff can be thrown into here & delete them away frm my life & spread my happiness to all my frds who come into my blog, would'nt this be wonderful??
First of all, i'm really glad to have K.O.R.T.s, u guys rox my life while i'm at e lowest point. Mi found out tht every single person needs support and company in their life journey. It does'nt matter who u meet, only those who walk e same way wif u till e end are called Friends. We shall share moments of concern, hardship & sadness together & i still got my dar to irritate & entertain me.
K>O>R>T~~
